What Do I Need to Know about
Getting in My Own Way?
I was given the impression of this loving group of spirit guides eagerly watching their person read the post, hoping they would ask them for a personalized explanation of the message. I believe that will be true for each person reading and the feelings I have as I imagine it are a sort of warm sweetness, a gentle companionship and a sense of delight. I believe that they love to be with you, and want you to ask them for guidance and help.
As I thought about doing the reading, I couldn't get excited about any of my many oracle card & tarot decks. Nothing called out to me, and I just didn't feel like doing it.
But then, the message began to come to me and I realized that this reading would not have cards. The images and the words came so quickly, I worried about getting it all down. And then I worried about finding pictures that would convey what I saw.
The first thing I saw were flower buds, tightly closed. They represent your heart. You keep it closed in an effort to ward off painful feelings you don't want to experience. But unfortunately, it keeps you closed in ways you didn't intend.
I also saw an image of a London guard. This inner guard protects you from anything that might lead to those painful feelings you are trying to avoid. But this guard works overtime and doesn't check with you first before deciding what to keep away. So you miss out on things you might have wanted or allowed.
The result is that you've downgraded yourself from the experiences & the life you long to have to a kind of greyscale. But you're being called to live full out, in vibrant color.
Does this reading resonate with you? Let me know how you're feeling about it in the comments.
One thing I love about the reading is that it's a reminder that you're not alone, that you're here for a reason, and that it's worth it to find a way to work through your fear, resistance and self-sabotage because there is so much more waiting for you.
Love to you!
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